nasa hanun, amma kwata kwata Zaid yaƙi bata daman hakan saima ƙara matsowa kusa da'ita da yakeyi...
"Zahrah!" yaƙira sunanta cikin wata irin murya da bata fita sosai...
Manyan manyan idanunta da suka cika da ruwan hawaye ta ɗago haɗe da waresu akansa, batare da tace dashi komai ba,, wani irin kallo yakeyi mata wanda yake ɗauke da tarin ma'anoni masu yawan gaske.. Hanunta dake cikin nasa hanun ya shiga murzawa haɗe da langwaɓar da kansa gefe yana me cigaba da kallon fuskarta. Hawayene yaziraro daga cikin idanun ta zuwa kan ƙuncinta, sam bata taɓayin zato ko tsammani ba, saijin sauƙar bakinsa tayi akan ƙuncinta, yayinda yasanya harshensa yana me lashe ruwan hawayen dake gudu akan ƙuncin nata. wani irin bugawa zuciyar Zahrah tashigayi da sauri, yayinda numfashinta keshirin ƙwace mata batare da tashiryawa hakan ba,, cikin ɗan kuzarin daya rage mata tayi saurin tureshi gefe haɗi da miƙewa tsaye, ƙoƙarin kama hanunta yakuma yi amma saidai baisamu daman hakan ba domin kuwa tuni harta fara tafiya. "Zahrah" yakuma ƙiran sunanta amma sai dai ko waiwayosa batayiba balle yasaran zata amsa masa.. Jefa ƙafarta kawai take batare dako da ganin gabanta tanayiba, gaba ɗaya ƙwalla suncika mata idanu, yayinda ƙirjinta ke mata luguden duka kanta kuwa tamkar anɗaura mata gungumen ice haka takeji yamata nauyi...
Cikin Hanzari Zaid yarufa mata baya, yana me ƙiran sunanta amma kuma bata amsa masaba, haka kuma bata tsayaba, dai dai lokacin wani me taxi yazo wucewa da sauri Zahrah taɗaga masa hanu, aikuwa take yatsaya,, ganin haka yasanya Zaid yaƙara sauri don yaga alamar tafiya zatayi batare da ta tsaya ta sauraresa ba,, amma ina yamakaro domin mai taxi ɗin yana tsayawa Zahrah ta buɗe murfin motar tashige haɗe da cewa mai taxi ɗin yatada motar sutafi.. Zaid na ƙarasowa wajen, me taxi ɗin kuma na figar motar ya cillata kan titi.. Wani irin iska me zafi Zaid ya fesar daga cikin bakinsa, sam baiso haka ba, yaso ace yaji koda kalma ɗayane daga bakinta, amma kuma duk da haka yamatuƙar jin daɗin ganinta, gashi kuma har kusa da'ita yasamu yazo, babban abun farincikin kuma shine har numfashinta ya shaƙa. Take yaji zuciyarsa tayi masa wani irin sanyi, yayinda daɗi da kuma nutsuwa suka cika masa ruhinsa.. Cike da farinciki haka yakoma inda yabar motarsa.....
Zahrah kuwa ko acikin taxi hawayenta kasa tsagaitawa sukayi, saima kara tuttulowa da suke tamkar ana hankaɗosu... Ahaka har mai taxi ɗin yakawota ƙofar gidansu. Kuɗinsa tabasa ko canji bata tsaya karɓa ba ta wuce cikin gida.. A zauren gidan nasu ta tsaya haɗe da sanya hanu ta share hawayenta, sam bataso kowa yasan halin da take ciki, ta barwa Allah dakuma zuciyarta...
"Bansamu abun hawa bane Inna, yau Samad yana da wani uzuri shi yasa baisamu daman ɗaukoni ba" Zahrah tafaɗi haka tana me ƙwaƙulo murmushi ta aza akan fuskarta..
Da kallon tuhuma Inna tabi ta harta shige cikin ɗakinta, tana shiga cikin ɗakin ta dannawa ƙofarta sakata, a hankali tazame ƙasa haɗe da jingina bayanta da ƙofar, kana ta cusa kanta cikin cinyoyinta, wani irin kuka tashiga rerawa me tsananin bantausayi, Yazatayi da rayuwarta ne itakam, da badon kada tayi saɓo ba da sai tace wannan ƙaddaran nata yayi mata girma dayawa, amma sai dai kuma ba'aja da ikon Allah, haƙiƙa tayi imani cewa komai zaizo yawuce, domin kuwa komai yayi farko yana da ƙarshe, amma kuma sai dai tana da yaƙinin cewa kafun nan wataƙila zuciyarta tayi bindiga ta tarwatse,, "yazatayi da abun da takeji acikin zuciyarta?" tambayar da kullum saitayi mawa kanta kenan, amma kuma zancen ɗayane shine bata da amsar da zata bawa kanta.. Tana cikin kukan taji wayarta na ƙara, amma ko ɗago kanta batayiba haka wayar taƙaraci tsuwanta har ƙiran ya katse, wani ƙiran ne yakuma shigowa still har wayar ta katse batako ɗaga ido ta duba taga waye yake ƙiranta ba.. Kuka tayi sosai kafun tatashi daga durƙushen da take takoma kan katifarta,,,, kwanciya tayi luf tana me sauƙe ajiyar zuciya akai akai, yayinda tsikar jikinta ke yawanta tashi, idan tatuno kusancin da suka samu ɗazu ita da Zaid, bakomai ke dagula mata lissafi da kuma hautsina mata ƙwaƙwalwa ba kamar idan tatuna da yanda yasanya harshensa akan kumatunta yanashan hawayenta, yana me kuma yi mata wani irin kallo wanda yakasa ɓacewa daga cikin idanunta,,, batasan me Zaid yakeso a tattare da'ita ba, wataƙila rayuwarta yakeso, wataƙila kuma hauka yakeso yaga tayi, baisan yatakeji idan ta gansa ba, baisan metakeji agame dashi aduk sanda taɗaura idanuwanta akansa ba, sake gyara kwanciyarta tayi, tabbas tana da buƙatar samun wani wanda zata faɗawa gaba ɗaya damuwarta, tana da buƙatar wanda zai kwantar mata da hankali yakuma samamata nutsuwa, tana kuma buƙatar wanda zai fayyace mata abun dake cikin zuciyarta, koda hakan zaisanya tasamu sauƙi da salama,, haka dai Zahrah tayi bacci zuciyarta cike da tarin tambayoyi.....
Zaid ne kwance akan wata haɗɗɗiyar kujera mai kama da gado, wanda take aje cikin wani irin katafaren falo wanda aka ƙawatasa da kayan ƙyale ƙyale dakuma more rayuwa. Murmushine ɗauke akan fuskarsa, yayinda kyawawan idanunsa suke a lumshe, wani irin shauƙi me tsanani yakeji a tattare dashi, a iya ganinta da yayi jiyake tamkar anyaye masa gaba ɗaya damuwarsa ne, idanunsa yasake lumshewa haɗe da sake shaƙan daddaɗan ƙamshin da yakeyi masa yawo acikin hanci, ƙamshin da tun ɗazu yakasa barin hancinsa, "wani irin daddaɗan ƙamshine haka Zahrah'nsa keyi?" ya tambayi kansa,, tabbas zai so ace iyanzu Zahrah na kusa dashi, dakuwa kwana zaiyi manne da'ita yana shaƙan wannan daddaɗan ƙamshin nata, sannu ahankali wani irin muguwar kasala ke dirar masa, yayinda wani irin sha'awarta me tsanani ya kawo masa ziyara,, a hankali yasanya harshensa ya lashi laɓɓansa haɗe da sanya hanu yashafi ƙwantaccen beard ɗin sa wanda koda yaushe yake ƙara ƙawata masa fuskarsa,, a hanakali ya ware manyan idanunsa wanda suka soma sauya launi daga farare zuwa kalan bacci, wanda idan ka kallesu dole zasu sauƙar maka da kasala... Laptop ɗin dake kusa dashi ya ɗauka, haɗe da buɗewa, take hoton kyakkyawar fuskarta ya bayyana akan screen na laptop ɗin,, murmushi yayi haɗi da sanya hanu yashafi kan screen ɗin laptop ɗin..
"Inasonki Zahrah!"
ya faɗi haka cikin wata irin murya me ɗauke da matsanancin shauƙi. Take yaji yana matuƙar sha'awan kallon vedion dayayi mata ɗazu batare da tasani ba, lokacin fitowarta daga gidan Hajiya Shuwa. Wayarsa da vedion ke ciki ya ɗauka haɗe da kunnawa, kallon vedion yakeyi yana murmushi, amma kuma kwata kwata saƙonnin da suke shigowa ta Email ɗinsa sun hanasa sakat.. Kai tsaye fita daga ɓangaren vedion yayi ya kutsa cikin Email ɗin nasa, saƙonnin abokanan business ɗinsa ne, sama sama yakaranta saƙonnin, haryana shirin fita daga cikin Email ɗin sai kuma idanunsa suka sauƙa akan saƙon Jasheer wanda yaturo masa,, hakanan yaji gabansa yaɗan faɗi saboda yasan duk saƙon da zaizo daga Jasheer to akan Zahrah ne,, buɗe saƙon yayi haɗe da ƙurawa hoton da Jasheer yaturo masa idanu.. Wani irin abu ne yaji ya taso yatokare masa maƙoshi, yayinda idanunsa suka kaɗa sukai jajur dasu, take gashin jikinsa suka mimmiƙe, wani irin juyawa yaji kansa nayi masa,, shin dagaske katin ɗaurin auren Zahrah idanuwansa suke gane masa ko kuwa? sake waro manya manyan idanuwan nasa yayi aikuwa ba ƙarya idanun nasa keyi masa ba, sunan Zahrah ne rantaɓe ajikin katin dakuma sunan Dr.Sadeeq,, wani irin ƙara Zaid yayi haɗe da yin cilli da wayartasa, take ta bugi bango takuma faɗowa ƙasa lokaci ɗaya ta tarwatse.. Cikin matsanancin ɓacin rai jikin Zaid yasoma rawa take yaji wani irin matsancin zafi a dai dai saitin zuciyarsa, lokaci ɗaya wani irin tari ya tasomai, take yasoma tari babu ƙaƙƙautawa, sai ga jini na fita ta bakinsa abun mamaki, abun da bai taɓa gani ba arayuwarsa,, da ƙyar yasamu tarin ya tsagaita, amma kuma duk da haka ƙirjinsa bai daina yi masa ƙuna ba, yayinda zuciyarsa keyi masa zafi har cikin cikinsa kuwa yakejin zafin,, a hankali ya jingina bayansa da jikin bango, haɗe da rumtse jajayen idanunsa, numfashi yashiga fitarwa a hankali, daga ni kai kasan yana matuƙar jin ciwo,, cikin yanayi na wahaltuwa haka ya daddafa zuwa cikin ɗakinsa, ƙaramin drower'n dake gefen gadonsa ya jawo haɗe da ciro magungunansa, tsabar ɗacin da yakeji a maƙoshin sa da ƙyar ma ya iya haɗiye magungunan... Kwanciya yayi akan gado haɗi da rumtse idanunsa, baisan ina zai tsoma rayuwarsa ba, baisan tayaya zai fara jure rashin Zahrah akusa dashi ba... Kamar dai yanda Zaid yaga rana haka yaga dare, koda kuwa na minti guda ne baiji wani salama ko sanyi acikin zuciyarsa ba, haka ya share awanni masu yawa cikin ciwo,, sai da yayi sallan Asuba ƙafun wani irin bacci me nauyi ya sace sa batare daya shiryawa hakan ba......
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Zahrah kuwa yau da wani irin irin matsanancin ciwon kai ta tashi, gaba ɗaya idanunta sunyi luhu luhu dasu, da gani kai kasan cewa kuka tasha ta ƙoshi.
Yau ya kasance aurenta da Dr.Sadeeq saura kwanaki shida kenan tana ƙirgawa kuma acikin kwanakin nan ne zasu fara gudanar da shirye shiryen da suka tsara,, gaba ɗaya ji takeyi bata marmarin auren, sannan kuma ji takeyi komai yafice mata arai, bawai kuma don batason Dr.Sadeeq ɗin ba, tun shekaran jiya Dr.Sadeeq yakawo mata ɗinkunanta da kuma kayan da zata sanya a kamu da wajen diner, amma kuma ko duba kayan batayi ba balle taga ma ko sunyi mata ko basuyi mata ba, batasan meyake damunta ba, amma tabbas tasan akwai wani baƙon al'amari dayake ta kusanto rayuwarta aduk kwanan duniya. Yau hakanan tatashi taji ko gyaran jikin ma batason zuwa, amma kuma dazaran tace bazata jeba tasan Inna zata sanyata agaba da yawan tambayoyi, don haka ma gwamma kawai ta je ɗin zaifiye mata... Sauri sauri haka ta shirya tafito, saboda tasan cewa yanzu haka Samad na ƙofar gida yana jiranta... ai kuwa tana fitowa taga motar Dr.Sadeeq fake a ƙofar gidan nasu, murmushi kawai tayi haɗe da ƙarasawa wajen motar... "Allah sarki Samad yana da haƙurin jira, da Dr.Sadeeq ne da yanzun ya ƙirata a waya" tafaɗi haka a zuciyarta dai dai sanda taƙaraso gaf da motar, buɗe murfin motar tayi tashiga bakinta ɗauke da sallama, "Kayi haƙuri Samad nabarka kana ta jira" tafaɗi haka tana me ƙoƙarin rufe murfin motar, batare da takalli Inda Samad ɗin ke zaune ba.
Tana rufe murfin motar tadawo da kallonta wajen zaman driver fuskarta ɗauke da murmushi,, a maimakon taga Samad saitaga Dr.Sadeeq, mamakine ya bayyana akan fuskarta alokaci guda, sake ware idanu tayi tana kallonsa, da'alama dai ganinsa yabata mamaki sosai...
Murmushinsa me kyau yayi mata haɗe da kafeta da idanunsa wanda suke sauƙar mata da wani irin yanayi na kasala ajikinta.. Itama murmushin tayi masa haɗe da shagwaɓe fuska....
"Ni dai nayi fushi!" tafaɗi haka a shagwaɓe...
"Tuba nake"
Dr.Sadeeq yafaɗi haka yana me kama kunnuwansa da duka hannayensa.. alaman ban haƙuri.
"Ni dai naƙi wayon" tafaɗi haka tana me kaɗa idanunta.. Murmushi yayimata haɗe da kamo duka hannayenta yasanya acikin nasa hanun, lumshe idanunsa yayi alokaci guda haɗe da buɗewa
"Nayi kewarki sosai Zahrah na!" yafaɗi haka cikin wata murya me sanyi.
Ɗan guntun murmushi tayi haɗe da soma ƙoƙarin janye hanunta daga cikin nasa hanun, amma kuma bata samu daman hakan ba. "Meyasa jiya kika ƙi ɗaga wayana?" yatambayeta cike da kulawa bayan yagama karantar yanayin da take ciki. Sai alokacin ne ma Zahrah ta tuno da cewa jiya taga missed calls ɗinsa, sanann kuma bata bi bayaba,, ƙaƙalo murmushi tayi haɗe da cewa " Kayi haƙuri nayi bacci ne alokacin"
Kansa ya jinjina badon wai ya gamsu da abun da ta faɗa ba,, ta da motar yayi suka hau kan titi. Saida sukayi nisa a tafiyar kafun yadawo da kallonsa gareta, sosai tayimasa kyau komai nata ya canja, sai dai kuma kallo ɗaya yayimawa fuskarta yafuskanci cewa tayi kuka, dafari yaso tambayarta meke damunta, amma kuma sai kawai ya share,,, sama sama yake janta da hira harsuka iso gidan Hajiya Shuwa... Yana ganin shigewarta cikin gidan ya sauƙe ajiyar zuciya ƴaɗe da kifa kansa akan steering motar, "meke damun Zahrah ne?" ya yiwa kansa tambayar a bayyane, amma sai dai kuma bayida amsar da zai bawa kansa.... A jiyar zuciya yakuma sauƙewa akaro na barkatai, zuciyarsa cike da tunani kala kala yaja motarsa yabar ƙofar gidan....... Ɓangaren Zahrah kuwa kwana biyun nan wasu irin magunguna masu ƙarfin gaske Hajiya Shuwa take bata tanasha, hakan kuwa shike taimakawa wajen hautsina mata tunaninta, wani irin abu takeji acikin jikinta wanda kai tsaye za'a iya ƙiransa da suna sha'awa, ko da yaushe yanzu Zahrah cikin jin feelings take, hattakai ta kawo yanzu alwala ma baya daɗewa ajikinta yake karyewa saboda sosai sperm ke fita ajikinta, duk kuma ɗaya daga cikin aikin magungunan ƙarin ni'iman da Hajiya Shuwa ke bata ne, lallai ita kanta tasan cewa Hajiya Shuwa tayi mata babban haɗi me matuƙar kyau...... (su Doctor za'asha nice😜🙈)
Tunda bacci ya ɗaukeshi da asuba bashi yafarka ba sai ƙarfe 9:30 am, da wani irin zazzafan zazzaɓi yatashi, wanda ya zamana ko ɗaga kansa ba ya'iyawa hatta numfashima da ƙyar yake iya fitarwa. Yana a wannan halin ne yaji anturo ƙofar ɗakin nasa, bai iya ɗago kansa ya dubi ko waye ba amma kuma duk da haka ya gane waye ne yashigo cikin ɗakin... Dasauri Alhj Ma'aruf yaƙaraso garesa...
"Lafiya Zaid meke damunka?" Alhaji Ma'aruf yafaɗi haka yana me kai hanunsa jikin Zaid, da sauri yajanye hanunsa daga jikin Zaid ɗin domin kuwa jiyayi jikin Zaid ɗin yaɗau zafi rau kamar wuta. "Subahanallah, bana ƙira Doctor yanzu" Dad yafaɗi haka yana me ƙoƙarin ciro wayarsa daga cikin aljihu,, bugu biyu Dr.Bilal yaɗauki wayar, cike da damuwa Dad yace yanason ganinsa jikin Zaid ne yatashi. take Dr.Bilal yace gashinan zuwa..
Zama Dad yayi jigum agefen gadon Zaid ɗin, gaba ɗaya yarasa mekeyi masa daɗi, sosai matuƙa cutar Zaid ke damunsa, yana matuƙar ƙaunar Zaid sam bayaso wani abu ya samesa, musamman ma yanzu da Dr.Bilal yashaida masa cewa Zaid ɗin yana ɗauke da ciwon zuciya me tsanani... Mintuna kaɗan Dr.Bilal yaƙaraso gidan, babu wani ɓata lokaci kuwa yashiga yiwa Zaid wasu ƴan gwaje gwaje, drip yaɗaura masa bayan yayi masa wasu allurai guda biyu wanda zasu taimaka wajen kawar da zazzaɓi da kuma ciwon da kansa keyi masa uwa uba kuma su sanyasa bacci, saboda idan yana a cikin hayyacinsa bazai taɓa barin zuciyarsa ta huta ba, yin hakan kuma shike ƙara sawa ciwon yayi tsanani... Bayan sun fito compound ɗin gidan ne Dr.Bilal yagyara tsayuwarsa haɗe da duban Alhaji ma'aruf,, bayani yashiga yimawa Alhaji Ma'aruf ɗin sosai agame da ciwon Zaid ɗin. Bayan sun kammala maganan ne Alhj Ma'aruf yakoma wajen Zaid da tuni wani baccin wahala yasake ɗaukansa......
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Rana bata ƙarya, ranar yau takasance laraba kuma yautake kamun Amarya, tun da safe gidan su Zahrah yake acike ƴan uwan Inna sun tattaro ƙwansu da ƙwarƙwatansu sun garzayo, don haka tuni gida yaɗauki hargowa da hayaniyan mutane yayinda amarya kuwa tunsafe take ƙunshe a ɗaki acewarta cikinta ne keyi mata ciwo,, Husnah da Suhaima ne suka taimaka wajen ɗebe mata kewa ta hanyar zama da'ita.....
Ƙarfe uku na yammaci kenan amma tuni gidansu Zahrah ya ɗinke da mutane, ciki kuwa hadda ƴan matan school ɗinsu wanda Husnah ce ta gayyacesu, domin ita dai Zahrah bata da wasu ƙawaye Husnah ce kaɗai ƙawarta... Kowacce ka kalla acikin ƴan matan nan tasha kyau cikin kayan anko ɗinta. Husnah ce tsaye akan Zahrah tana ta faman ɓaɓatu akan cewa Zahrah'n ta tashi su tafi shagon meckup domin tuni Dr.Sadeeq yaturo freinds ɗinsa waƴanda zasu kaisu shagon yin meckup ɗin suna ma jiransu aƙofar gida,, ita dai Zahrah yau jitayi gaba ɗaya bakinta ya mutu sambatajin wani kuzari ajikinta. Kayan da zata sanya da duk wani abun da zatayi amfani dashi, Husnah ta ɗaukar mata haɗe da kama hanunta suka fice daga cikin gidan. Wasu haɗaɗɗun motoci suka shiga kai tsaye aka wuce dasu wani shahararren shagon meckup....
Kwalliya sosai shahararriyar meyin meckup ɗinnan ta tsantsarawa Zahrah akan fuskarta lokaci ɗaya saiga Zahrah ta sauya kamanni asalin kyawunta yasake bayyana tamkar wata balarabiya ita kanta Zahrah saida tayi mamakin ganin kanta, tabbas dabadan tasan ita ɗin ceba, to da sai tace sanja mata fuska akayi, kowa yaga kwalliyanta saiyayi santi saboda tasha kyau iya kyau.. Wani doguwar rigan leshi me kyau da tsada ta sanya ajikinta, take kyakkyawar surar jikinta ya bayyana kansa acikin kayan, sosai ɗinkin yayi kyau yakuma amshi jikinta, zama tayi aka tsantsara mata haɗaɗɗen ɗaurin ɗankwali akanta, yayinda aka nannaɗe mata dogon gashinta atsakiyar kanta, ita dai tsayawa